As I was sitting there eating the last bit of my sons, I couldn't finish it all in one sitting you there because it was so rich, and I forgot to bring any milk or water to drink, so I was like 10 bottles along with really rich chocolate so I did my mouth, but I sat there thinking about you, and I was looking to find dad like walnuts fudge Chris doesn't like nuts he loves, but but he's asleep. You know plane chocolate fudge, but you know it's only occurred to me that I don't really know whether you like nuts or not well anyway penis cuz you used to lighting a buster parfait the Dairy Queen, but I never know if you'd like walnuts, and whether you would have you know like chocolate Walnut sides, and I just had a reminiscing you thinking about all the good times and thinking about all the all the things I wonder about you and How I just never even thought to ask you I need these questions until now but it's too late, but I still wanted to pursue. I imagine myself taking my phone out of my pocket and calling you and saying hi Dad. Yeah me and my friends are eating Walnut traffic fabulous in fact, or would you just rather have chocolate side since I thought about leaving you a message here right right then and there at the park, but I don't know I guess. You know why I didn't I think I just kind of wanted to. have a quiet meditate of time at the park and just listened to the traffic in the birds and Not really, not really talk on the phone or anything and my phone was besides my phone was snoozing anyway. He was he likes to take afternoon lapse and or naps in Hawaii slap maps, and you know I was rocking back and forth I always do it whenever I rock it always goes through to sleep took me 4 years old in May the phone, but you know he still likes me trees it like a baby and pamper, and so I would like now she's moving. I'm kind of feeling any quiet and meditate of space. I'm just going to I'm just going to you know leave you a message another day, so so yeah. I just wanted to announce that Nevada's another year older and wiser and more wonderful than even you know when she was even before and and what you know that I'm thinking of you, and I miss you and I wish I wish you were here with the be dead, but I love you. Take care River. You are tell Satan help Simpson. Bye.
That's really important to me is. basically signing some light on I'm self deliverance and making sure that. That America as a nation of one nation knows that you know if if it's okay to provide a way out for those who are terminally ill then you need to find a way out for those with emotional ulysses mental illnesses as well. You can't just say. You know let excuse one batch of people for a certain kind of illness not excused everybody like that's that's not fair and the other point. I always like to meet to point out to people with them too, baby with about this subject. Is that you know when animals are suffering we as humans will immediately put them out of their misery if there is you know their suffering is very profound, so it's like why why can we put animals to sleep? But not put our own sleep if are suffering as intense you know why it why is that? Why is that acceptable and how it? How is how does that even make any sense? And a lot of the people who Hawaii debate debate with this you know have. Sometimes they don't say anything another time is a pause for really long time. Well they try to think of something to say because the den in the heart they know it's true. It doesn't it doesn't make sense. It's very logical and it doesn't make sense so yeah daddy for as long as I don't know how long I'm going to be here. Nobody does nobody truly knows, but I don't know how long I'm going to be here but for the time that I am here I would at least try it. I would at least like to make our nation America. our country you know a free place to live with you know free will and and if you know if people if certain people want to leave this existence behind who are we did tell them that? That they can't. And I really really believe in. In free will for you know for our own. Individuality you know I don't think we're not children me more. We're adults, and we supposedly live in a free country. So why not why not act like we live in a free country so yeah anyway, dad. I guess I said enough now. but thank you for listening, and I love you very much and I will try to leave you a message soon or right really really soon. Bye cell Satan Hill Samsung.
In the net from Symphony bar. I think I have like half the symphony bar. So I was really full but now I feel like I could go for some ice cream cakes it's Chrissy. I think we're I think you're right on it. I think nevea what you stay here for some ice cream cake 1st and then go to their house. Alright and Brian. It's not really the pineapple Express doesn't really arrived yet. It's not supposed to write up til later today or later in the morning. Do you want to stay for some ice cream? Cake you've got your bike gail. Well, I can say whatever I want. Yep, Chrissy it's 3 featuring America's Christie wants to say you're having a brian wants to say you better, but I do then he does not everybody who knows every 5 seconds like we do yes, well dad. I'm super glad I got to talk to you. And in case there are other people who xe do you take the time to listen to my rambling and they friends rambling? I know the voicemails are kind of in a weird order, but the last voicemail is actually the first voicemail, so if you want to hear the podcast from the very beginning scroll down until you see the very first voicemail that's published on this day, and then you click on that, and then you work your way up word. It's not like I wish I wish it was the other way around what I wish the first you know beginning of the contest message will be on top in the last would be at the bottom of the way it should be but google voice is retarded, and it's the other way around so we'll see up instead of down if you guys haven't already figured that out by now and tell the next time I'll say happy Saturday inhale some some I love you daddy, and I wish I could touch your nose, but since I can't I'm going to close my eyes and imagine that I'm catching it right now. I love you.