Wednesday, January 10, 2018

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---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Ashlee Levcun <ashleecake16@gmail.com>
Date: Wed, 10 Jan 2018 01:36:24 -0800
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To: "blind.satanist" <blind.satanist@gmail.com>

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From: Jennifer <Jwommywonder@aol.com>
Date: Mon, 8 Jan 2018 08:36:45 -0800
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To: Ashlee Levcun <ashleecake16@gmail.com>


Hi Ashlee,

I am writing you i regards to you satanic blog.
Number one: your father wasn't a satanist. He was an atheist, that
later believed and asked to be saved by Almighty God. I don't
understood why you write him as if he too were a satanist?

Number two;
I've thought about things regarding how you live your life. I'm glad
that it works for you but I unfortunately I let it affect me and
basically I'm tired of always feeling bad and sad for you and me and
the whole family. I did the best that I could. I worked 80 hr wk. to
support you, i fought for you constantly to get a good education,
any extra curricular activity that you wanted to do, you got to.
Anything you asked for, you got. Family vacations etc. I love you
everyday but nothing I do is good enough for you.

Yes, I had an affair after I believed Tim had one,Yes that was
completely fucked of me.
Yes, you stayed in Florida for a year, you asked me to stay because
initially you loved it so I commuted back and forth from Washington
state and took leaves of absences to make it through that year. No, i
wasn't mother of the year, but always busted my ass trying.
Was I yellie? Yes sometimes when I had been going on 3 hours of sleep,
60 hr week and had to go back to work for another twelve hr shift
because I was the only one providing shelter, food, power, clothing,
car, etc.
yes Ashlee I always love you but obviously it's just not good enough.

Yes, this family has toxic tendencies. I've been trying to break all
the lies and fake shit this family does. I do not have any reason to
want any person in this family to have any bad energy. We're supposed
to love one another. So that's the choice that I'm making.
I am living a life of love, forgiveness, truth and kindness. I'm not
going to beg for your affection or approval anymore. I'm not going to
say how badlyI want to see you and beg to see my grandchildren. I'm
just going to be a kind person my self and make sure that I don't feed
into any toxic bullshit.

I not going to read your satanic blog anymore. If you hate your
daughter than that's on you. If you hate everyone, it's your life. We
are going to agree to disagree.

I love you very much but basically I am done with anything satanic. I
live in the light, I believe in Jesus and almighty God and by me
supporting your satanism then I can't be walking in the light. Satanic
anything walks with all that is dark. I don't do dark...

I love you and wish only the best for you and your children.

Mom
Sent from my iPhone

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