Hope you having a good day doing. Whatever he did today and eye-opening got to enjoy the sunshine to it was so it's amazing. It's the middle of the middle of January, and I felt like a spring day brian was out there with the sun and playing with his three friends, and when's it was a stab list that I was foolish it, and there was no storm today, usually going outside to play with my flash, so I was like okay. I guess you better. I guess I was wrong. But anyway, I have should I should be going. I think Lauren's about to meet me soon my bus is going to go in about 20 minutes or so, but I just wanted to call you and say hi let you know that today is you know life is getting better. I have my down days for sure but you know just got a fight through him and I know sometimes it's hard to get through it and no matter how hard you try to enjoy a certain day or enjoys inactivity. It's impossible that lately you know. I've just had to kind of buckle down and be well determined about it. Make myself either force myself to get out of the house, and you know tell the whole without site, and of course in the meantime and his fitness. It's been going pretty good. you know so yeah, but anyway. I there's a lot of noise going on. So that's why I'm so distracted, but I wanted to wish everyone hale Satan and wish you take you'll early he'll satan and hope you're at. Hope you're having a nice satanic evening doing whatever you're doing and whatever sort around here in daddy. I miss you and I love you lots. Hopefully I get to see you on the other side some time that there is or if there is an after life, but I'm okay with just eternal nothing this to you know one was peaceful. I'm happy, but it sure would be nice if I get to talk to you again touch you being with me. Have you hold me I do miss those times. I'll talk to you later. He'll say no symptoms. Hi.