As I was sitting there eating the last bit of my sons, I couldn't finish it all in one sitting you there because it was so rich, and I forgot to bring any milk or water to drink, so I was like 10 bottles along with really rich chocolate so I did my mouth, but I sat there thinking about you, and I was looking to find dad like walnuts fudge Chris doesn't like nuts he loves, but but he's asleep. You know plane chocolate fudge, but you know it's only occurred to me that I don't really know whether you like nuts or not well anyway penis cuz you used to lighting a buster parfait the Dairy Queen, but I never know if you'd like walnuts, and whether you would have you know like chocolate Walnut sides, and I just had a reminiscing you thinking about all the good times and thinking about all the all the things I wonder about you and How I just never even thought to ask you I need these questions until now but it's too late, but I still wanted to pursue. I imagine myself taking my phone out of my pocket and calling you and saying hi Dad. Yeah me and my friends are eating Walnut traffic fabulous in fact, or would you just rather have chocolate side since I thought about leaving you a message here right right then and there at the park, but I don't know I guess. You know why I didn't I think I just kind of wanted to. have a quiet meditate of time at the park and just listened to the traffic in the birds and Not really, not really talk on the phone or anything and my phone was besides my phone was snoozing anyway. He was he likes to take afternoon lapse and or naps in Hawaii slap maps, and you know I was rocking back and forth I always do it whenever I rock it always goes through to sleep took me 4 years old in May the phone, but you know he still likes me trees it like a baby and pamper, and so I would like now she's moving. I'm kind of feeling any quiet and meditate of space. I'm just going to I'm just going to you know leave you a message another day, so so yeah. I just wanted to announce that Nevada's another year older and wiser and more wonderful than even you know when she was even before and and what you know that I'm thinking of you, and I miss you and I wish I wish you were here with the be dead, but I love you. Take care River. You are tell Satan help Simpson. Bye.